Yesterday was my final retest for common test without any cap, and i flunk it. So sad, just because of the final part i make mistake and im going to miss like 2 marks for the question. Can't think about it if it happen during exam. Forget about the study mood already as the best day for chinese is coming. Can't wait to get hongbao and enjoying the mood with my relatives(mother side) and my cousin. In life, enjoying festive mood with your kins(mother side) is such a blessing. Looking at everyone searching for their goods, it build up the atmosphere. haha. The only sad thing that spoil my perfect family is my father and his own siblings. I respect my father because of what he have done to the family by earning money, and even supporting his useless brothers and sisters, staying at home waiting for $$ to come not bothering to search for job. But he is never a good father. I don't feel like part of their family as even though me and my sister are the only so call "Children", because their family is full of shits. They are the shit of the world and they don't even show respect to my mother. I don't hate them, because they are BORN to me like this. I'll just treat them as a stranger, they will never be in any part of my heart. But thank God, for blessing me what it has been lacking on my father side. A wonderful aunt, grandma, uncle of my mother side. They are part of my life, and it will be a hell without them. And thankfully, a top class mother and a good sister, they make this family feel love to me. I don't know if i have been a good brother,son,grandson and nephew, but what i can do is to do my best. Love is not by word but by action.
1 John 3:18
My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.