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    Thursday, February 3, 2011

    Move on, but don't move too fast. I'm trying my best to catch up with you. Don't look back, you will always see the ugly past. Look forward and I'll walk by your side. The obstacles that is in front of us, we'll clear it. Let me hold your hand and we'll overcome all the obstacles that is in front of us together.


    I have always regard Chinese New Year as a brand new year. A brand new beginning, a brand new start. A year to repent on your past mistakes. You learn and experience things every year, this is how you improve yourself. 2010 is a perfect wake up call for me. A year where I experience everything. A year which knock me out from my dreamland. Thinking how good I am but I'm not. I'm a fucked up bastard person till the point of 2010. I have not been a good person at all. I'm trying to make up for all the mistakes that I have done.

    It's a good thing that I came back. If i never came back, the most regret thing i would have done is to let you go. It's never the same anymore as we all know it. But it will be a brand new chapter, a brand new book of it. We won't want to look what is behind us, we look forward. Every chapter of the book needs something, I hope I can get that something back. I'm on a mission. A "must win" mission. I couldn't afford to lose. I hope it's not too late. I have done a lot of thing wrong. Jealousy that always lead me to aggressive attitude. This is what I've always been doing. Yes everyone could be jealous of everything, but just swallow it. Think about it like you are putting vinegar on a shark fin and drink it. It's nice. Think on some positive side. I have so many things to tell you, I have missed so many things in your life. I can't afford to miss anymore. I want to be part of every second. That doesn't mean I'm trying to occupy every second of your life or controlling your freedom. It's just like when you're breathing, I'm breathing with you. Everyday joy or sorrow, I'll be there. I have so many things to do for all my past mistakes.

    As long as we have memories, yesterday remains. As long as we have hope, tomorrow waits. As long as we have love, today is beautiful.

    Sunday, December 12, 2010
    Routine Order


    I don't know.

    Sunday, November 28, 2010
    It's all in the dark

    蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行  夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地   我飞行 当你坠落之际  很靠近 还听见呼吸  对不起 我却没捉紧你   你不知道我为什么离开你  我解释不能说放任你哭泣  你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒   你不知道我为什么很小心 可现在你看不见的高空里 多的是 你不知道的事   蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行  夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地   我飞行 当你坠落之际  很靠近 还听见呼吸  对不起 我却没捉紧你   你不知道我为什么离开你  我解释不能说放任你哭泣  你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒   你不知道我为什么很小心 可现在你看不见的高空里 多得是 你不知道的事   我飞行 当你坠落之际  噢噢~ 你不知道我为什么离开你  我解释不能说放任你哭泣  你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒   你不知道我为什么很小心 可现在你看不见的高空里 多的是 你不知道的事 

    Saturday, November 13, 2010
    If only this world is fair

    What if i've never met her
    What if i've never get closer to her
    What if i've never been together with her
    Used to know her
    Used to met her
    Used to love her
    It is all history
    Can't help it
    Can't forget it
    Can't forget the things we've been through
    Can't forget everything that have changed
    It is a a history chapter that I can't forget
    How much i've been thinking about it everyday
    No one knows that i still love her
    No one knows that i still think about her day and night
    She would never know the pain
    I'm just an old toy
    Trying to move on
    She will be happy
    Hope she does
    The very next good man for her
    The playful youths
    Yes would be the word if santa claus offer me a deal
    A love from her again?
    A choice of going back to her?
    I love You

    Sunday, June 28, 2009

    When can i smile to the sun instead of showing my unhappiness to the sun waiting for that shining light to light up my life?

    I can only bow my head down. When can i lift my head up?

    Monday, June 15, 2009

    Learning does not happen in school. Happens everyday, our lifestyle, every moment. I have pretty much things to learn from, everywhere. Never stop learning till the day my body being kept in the coffin. In this world nobody is perfect, there's only people near perfection. Being near perfection is impossible to be. I'm nowhere near half of perfection, maybe i don't even have the confidence to learn to be half perfect. Whatever mistake i've made, whatever wrong things i've done every year, month, day, all i can say to myself is sorry and regret. I hope i can achieve 1 thing in my life, is never regret on a single thing i've done. Learning to make right decision, do the right thing everytime is never an easy task but i'll hope i can do it. So therefore, people i may have offended, disappoint, hurt or even being unreasonable to anybody; please forgive me. I may not know what i've done wrong or do it unknowingly to anybody in this world, i can only say sorry. This post is not referring to anyone, is just the way i feel.